Theology is done on the knees in prayer, in the church in worship, behind the desk at study. But, it is also done in community -- in coffee shops, at work, around the dinner table. Theology is written in scholarly texts, spiritual classics, liturgies. But it is also scribbled on napkins, envelopes, and random scraps of paper. Coffee shop, napkin thought theology is all you will find here -- hardly worthy of the name theology at all, more question than answer, often done in real time -- yet done for the glory of God. May His blessing be upon those who read and His mercy upon this sinner who writes.

02 May 2012

In the Liturgy of the Word the priest reminds us that the Lord Jesus said, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your mind, and with all your strength.  This is the first and great commandment, and the second is like it:  you shall love your neighbor as yourself.  On these two commandments hang all the law and the prophets.”  We respond appropriately:  “Lord, have mercy upon us, and write both these your laws in our hearts.”

Later, in the Liturgy of the Table we are bold to pray, in the words Christ gave us, “Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is in heaven.”

The juxtaposition of this command – love your neighbor as yourself – with this petition – thy kingdom come – is a moment of theological dissonance in each service, rendered relatively innocuous only by their separation in the liturgy.  Love your neighbor as yourself; thy kingdom come.  But my neighbor – many of my neighbors in my family, in my community, in my city and state, in the world – have yet to experience, acknowledge, or respond to the love of God in Christ Jesus.  My neighbor – many of my neighbors in my family, in my community, in my city and state, in the world – are ambivalent, or even hostile, to the Lord Jesus Christ.  Knowing this, how can I – at the same time – love them as myself and pray for the coming of the kingdom, if I believe the coming of the kingdom will bring judgment upon them?  I cannot love my neighbor – all my neighbors – and pray for the coming of the kingdom unless I am convinced that the kingdom comes not in final judgment but in blessing upon all my neighbors.

I do not know how this can be – God’s thoughts are higher than my thoughts – but I know that it must be, that in some way beyond my feeble theology, the coming of the kingdom must be joy and peace and blessing for all men and women, indeed for all creation.  When the kingdom comes and God puts the world to rights in Jesus, he must put the world to rights for Hindu and Muslim, for Buddhist and pagan, for saint and sinner, for Christian and atheist – for all the neighbors I struggle to love and for all the neighbors that God loved unto death in Christ.  Only this holds the command and the petition together.  Only this enables me to love and to long for the kingdom.

If this sounds like universalism, it is not.  It is something far better, far beyond my ability to conceive or understand.  I am convinced of this:  that on the great and final day when Christ shall usher in the kingdom of God, I will fall on my knees with all my neighbors in stunned wonder and proclaim, “Who could have imagined!”  On that day, my love and my longing will be one, and God shall truly be all and in all.  On that day, I will know what it is to love my neighbor as myself and for the kingdom of God to come and for the will of God to be done.